i'm not your soldier, it's over.

I've got something I've been wanting to say and I know
It's not black and white, it's shades of grey and I know
I gotta let go

What you've built is just designed to betray and I know
Maybe I had thought of running away and I know
I gotta let go

I see the game that you've been trying to play and I know
There's no way in hell it's ever okay and I know
I gotta let go

What you're tryna do is make us obey and I know
That you been gunning for complete disarray and I know
I gotta let go

I can't be part of what you've built here and I know
Now I know, I know, I know, I know

I, I won't kneel
At your altar
I'm not your soldier
It's over

Written by Wolves - Altar

i've found in every way you act a piece of the puzzle

Give me a shotgun
And let me do the rest all by myself
I'll kill every inch inside of me
That is not working well
I'll hand you the scissors
To let you cut out whatever hurts the most
The higher the price the lower the pride

Now shit's getting heavy 'cause I drew a line
You cannot cross anymore or even find
I was forced to stop to think and to revive
Life get's easier without you in mind

I've found in every way you act a piece of the puzzle
You've been trying hard enough to hide
Fake an easy smile
The missing piece of the puzzle
That's the fucking end of us

Blackout Problems - Puzzle

point of no return II

Irgendwann im März

Pouring the fuel, fanning the flames
Breaking the habit and melting the chains
Embracing the fear, chasing the fight
The glow of the fire will light up the night
The bridges are burning, the heat's on my face
Making the past an unreachable place
Pouring the fuel, fanning the flames
I know this is the point of no return

Starset - Point Of No Return

this night will start the exile - run

Faithless on my way
Defenseless from my heart
Won't you be 
Heartless here with me 
Breathless from this night's misery
This night will start the exile
Run

Soilwork - Exile

the war we made

Hear a voice when the light is gone
Never know whose side it's on
Think you're gonna see someone
But you are the only one

Am I alone? Am I alright?
Am I insane? Am I alive?
What does it take to stop waging war with?

All I thought I wanted 
All I thought I needed

Waking up from myself
To a life outside this hell
No more lies, no more pain
You can't fight the war we made

Red - The War We Made

lie to me

Let's spend our summers in Paris
We'll walk the streets and then black out on red wine
There's joie de vivre in our spirits
I wonder how many years until that dies

I still don't know why I'm careless
You drag me out of a lonely state of mind
I'd never cut you on purpose
I'm just beginning to take hold of my life

The Dangerous Summer - Lie To Me

half the world (is keeping me apart)

Watch the moment as it fades
And tell yourself it ain't like dying
Have you got something for the taste?
Because the chemicals are kicking in
So bring the morning if it comes
For I have given up on timing
And you know I couldn't say it
But I was hoping I would drown

(...)

As we fade

Never knowing if we'll dream about it

And as we fall

Hoping we had said enough to begin

We are the same

All alone we'll face our doubts in the end

But keep your hands upon the wheel

Darling I'm afraid

Be yourself when you're full of doubt

Hold on to the reins

Be yourself and when it's falling down

Listen to the rain

Be yourself when you're calling out

Know that we're the same

So keep your hands upon the wheel

Arcane Roots - Half The World

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I'll keep my hands upon the wheel.

// i wish you'd be forever by my side //

I wish that summer never would let go
I wish that winter never got its grip on my lost soul
I wish you'd be forever by my side
And lead me through the falling devastating eventide
Sirenia - Winter Land

this is not goodbye

Can you hear me? 
Can someone tell me?
Is leaving the same thing
As letting go?
Sarea - Home

Éclosion

Alcest - Éclosion

Ne les laisse pas me voler mon âme // Ne les laisse pas la ternir

(Do not let them rob me of my soul // Do not let them tarnish it)